Days are passing
I wake up every morning
Opening my eyes, catching a glimpse of dawn
Looking out at bluish cloudless sky
Birds are soaring
Winds are blowing
Trees are rustling
Time for moving, as I tell myself
Staggering out of bed, pacing on frosty velvety walkway
Suffering
I glare another me on a mirror
Resentment dashing in
Perplexity is next
This is not I; not I used to be; not I used to do
Hope for better
Try to settle down, I sit on a wooden chair
Feeling so tedious, so dreary
Eyes are blankly staring at emptiness
My mind is gone behind presence,
Backward, memory
Through elapsed spaces and boundaries
Fulfilling with unlikely irretrievable past
Driven by ignorant and engagement
I never feel sorry,
Though; it helps bringing back my soul
Drawing a smile on a face
Remembering walking shyly in a garden,
Where roses were ubiquitous and contented
Realized consciously about a way
One was the inevitable
I wished I could become unseen
Creeping through crowds
Surreptitiously
Straightforward, never look right or left
Gosh! ,
Incredulously, here came one
Pretended shamelessly to be temporarily blind
555+, good job, it, without a doubt, worked
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